Finals on monday...and a lil human psychology

My first paper is on monday. We had this big gap to prepare but as usual I havent started studying. Its the hardest thing Ive found in life.....STARTING something.

You know I think everybody has somethings that they find hard doing. For me, Its starting something. Anything really, from studying, to going out, to applyin for jobs....I JUST cant seem to ever take that first step till there isnt much time left...or I havent got much choice left. Though when I DO get started, Im usually on a roll! Then its stopping thats hard lol!

Though thats an interesting thing I said upthere...u know...the part about "everybody has something that they find blah blah". Thats just scratching the surface of something thats far deeper....and quite interesting actually (atleast for me :p). I usually dont have any problems with nearly anyone I meet, regardless of how different or how "good" or "baaaad" someone is (good and bad are relative terms) because I believe it could easily have been me that was him or him that was me ( : / lol) . For example there are people out there that love to showoff....fine! dont hate them for it, the human mind and personality can be a complicated thing, sometimes an annoying little showoff can be quite a loyal friend with some major social issues lol!....and we all know life isnt easy.

I think alot, and I walk alot too (I gotta thank my granddad for that walking habit) and really enjoy discussing, reading, and learning about human philosophy. I also believe that one must take the time to understand themselves better. There are some people who like to call themselve introverts, while others proudly claim themselves as extroverts. The way I see it, both are two extremes and being either one of them is just not socially healthy. Extroverts seek and often hunt for others company, almost like the presence of others fills them with energy. Though such reliance on others company can often leave one weak of both self confidence ( though they are confident around others) and self realization. Introverts on the otherhand are full of self confidence and really dont need others opinions and presence. They can easily do things on their own, and will often enjoy doing so. But being enclosed in their "world" they will seldom get into the spotlight or take any real action pertaining to the general public. Such an existance can be quite selfish.

I have always tried to find blance in life (it was only later did I realise im a Libra...man them Zodiac signs are creepy!), and with the case of introverts and extroverts its best to be right there somewhere in between. Think about it. Introverts usually understand themselves better than anyone else....but in time one realizes how similar we all really are, and this opens the road to acceptance of others better than any other road I know of. Similarily extroverts are often helpless without someone elses presence, and the site of one in such a condition is quite pathetic. Know yourself by testing yourself.

I aint no saint (mind you...I aint no devil either :p)....I got my problems just like im sure YOU have your own...but hey! shit happens...dont go barkin off ur frustrations at someone else. Think twice before you rebuke someone. Patience is a virtue, and with it comes understading.

Ah, forgive me...I get too into it sometimes...but its just a thaught.

Hmmm....what else? Ahh Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer was released yesterday!! =D
...though with my exams right around the corner, I'm probably gonna catch the herald of galactus in action on July 2nd.

That friend of mine will also be here sometime around the 28th, HOPEFULLY, with his camera! Ive been in Sydney now for almost a year and have only made one set of videos....i know! im ashamed of myself too! But soon...yes soon, expect loads of videos of me and my friends checking out the sites and sounds of this beautiful city.

Another friend of mine will also be comming over during the semester break, and to top it all off, my big brother will be here aswell from Canberra. Its gonna be a busy semester break! lol


Oh, before I forget, in Anime news...I caught the latest episode of Naruto Shipuuden and was disapointed by the animation of the characters once again. Though while waiting for it I DID read the manga (forgive me! I couldnt resist!!) and so am aware of how the current story arc will unfold. Im just disapointed with the new older character art. The original 135 episode character art was much better. Another peace of big news was the first episode of Devil May Cry the anime! After seeing it, I can say with full confidence that I am going to be following this series quite closely...bou't time a kickass action packed, stylish anime NOT revolving around school/college children strolled into town.

...and the World of Warcraft still lingers....okay thats an understatement....its present in a BIG way. (Damn! I shouldnt have gotten back into this during exam time.....sigh)